I love you so much my silly baby! Please don't feel upset or frustrated with yourself, no matter WHAT has happened in the past, okay?
I swear, I love you so much that I want us to keep improving and working on each other, to make sure we last until the end.
And I swear it on myself too to always do my best, and be better for you! Because after all, a relationship goes both ways.
ESPECIALLY with COMMUNICATION, ahem ahem. Okay jokes aside, though I don't mean to be too harsh on you!
After all, I can really see the effort and changes you put into us, and it makes me proud and happy.
Proud because I get to see how far you've grown as a person, as a partner, and as MY girlfriend. You make life worth living.
You also make me look forward to the unknown future, which I used to look at with this sense of dread, fear, and anxiousness of the uknown.
I used to think of my future, my enventual adulthood with so much uncertainty that it was all a blur.
I wasn't ever sure what I'd see in the next few years. But thanks to you, I see it clearly now. I know what I want to grasp.
I know what I want to achieve, hell, I'm even starting to take the necessary steps to achieve it. I really want you to have an easy life, you deserve it.
So I'll make sure I face whatever problem and issues that'll get in my way, all for your sake. And don't think it's selfish, in fact,
I'm the selfish one here. Because I WANT to do it for you. I WANT you to get all these things, I WANT you to get what you so rightfully deserve.
And it will be my absolute honor to be the one to seize and grasp the fruits of your labour for you. After all, it's because of you that
I even found the drive in the first place. The sense of purpose, the sense of passion and wanting something so badly. I didn't have that until you.
So when I said "You make life worth it" I meant it. Every word, in every sense. Please, my darling, won't you allow this poor fool to keep living with meaning?

Thank you, Yana! Thank you for being such an amazing person! Thank you for being such a kind, and loving partner.
Thank you for being so patient with me and always giving me second, third, fourth.. chances!
God you're so patient with me, I genuinely don't know how you do it.. How you put up with me. How you put up with my sense of.. ego?
You really are so kind to keep sparing me of the judgement I rightfully deserve. I'm so lucky to have a partner so gentle. So kind.
Really, from the deepest pits of my hearts, the very nature of me, thank you so much. I don't think I tell you that enough. I want to keep going, so I will.
It's MY gift to you after all, I decide what content goes in so, ha! Thank you again for always, ALWAYS being so understanding and willing to see things from my side.
I cannot express in words just exactly how thankful, goddamn thankful I am to you, and to everything else that led me to you.
Thank you for everything you've done to me as well! All the effort you put into our relationship, your gifts, all your attempts to change and be better, I notice it all!
and it only makes me more thankful for you!! So once more, Thank you Yana.